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Sad is just an understatement
Monday, June 25, 2012 | 10:49 PM | 0 comments
I returned to school after my 2-weeks holiday and I had Media & Society tutorial on a monday morning, in the first period. Things didn't go so well as it was time for me to receive my assignments and results.
Individual assignment 1 (Forum letter): B+
Mid-semester test: C
I know the entire cohort did badly across the board but that's not the point. The point is, why didn't I do better? I am so upset on how I fared because I really studied/mugged my ass off. I literally teared in the morning as I asked myself repeatedly, "I worked hard. Where are my good results?"
In the evening, I stood at the balcony for a good half an hour to brood over my results. As I watched the sunset, it made me even sadder. I felt like the world is no longer going to shine on me anymore. I guess it's time for me to stop wallowing in self-pity and to buck up instead.
Even though I am not of the legal age.... 
I downed a bottle of Bacardi Breezer but it didn't help to take away my sadness. I suppose Breezer is not enough to drown one's sorrows. I shall go get some sleep now and hopefully, I will feel much happier in the morning.
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